January 26, 2024

Orthodox chant from Face Book. 

Rehearsal rather joyful last night, S was gone, resting from the ordeal of family court, and R presided; therefore was frenzy absent. Ri, with his shirt buttoned wrong so his belly sagged through at the bottom, organized and beseeched. 

Repainting, refining old works, chiseling away at two novels, trying to eat only so much as will keep body and soul together, hoping to purge inflammation. 

Lord, give me what You have made me want