February 17, 2022

Tax information hauled downtown to CK. The receptionist, who sees me twice a year, remarked on how very well I looked. There seemed to be genuine surprise. Perhaps the last time I looked a mess. 

The dizziness I experienced for several months upon rising and, mostly, changing positions in bed, seems to have gone. I throw myself into dizziness inducting positions to test if it’s really gone, and it is. I congratulate myself on not having bothered the doctor about this. 

I realized at rehearsal last night that when I’m sight-reading or executing a difficult passage, I imagine my father sitting beside me, when I’m finished remarking, “I didn’t know you could sing like that.”