August 24, 2011

I put Ste’s photo up in my office at school. I suppose I do so to share him a little. He looks angular and intense, and a little frightening, the photo much more frightening than the person. I do not understand his emotions, and yet it is not for lack of candor on his part. He is quite clear and express. I am simply incapable of believing everything I hear. He looks sadder in the photo than I have any power to reach.

Everything I have before me in the next 24 hours is something I don’t want to do.