October 5, 2018


Andrew spoke to our playwrights, and was unexpectedly brilliant. John comes before his show opens. One of my students said to me, “If I go by what you say I’d think you hated the theater.” I stopped dead in my tracks, thinking about that. Am still thinking about it. I THINK that I love the theater and am pretty much pleased by everything, but that’s not the witness I give, apparently. Am I envious? If so, is my envy so sharp that it leaks through without my knowing?