October 26, 2025

Odd weight on me in recent days, some dissatisfaction that I have tried and failed to connect with some real circumstance. Nothing dire, just a little background noise of unease.  

Car blazed through my driveway at 1 AM. Security cameras didn’t record it. Maybe it was a ghost. 

Dean S has started to use “She” as God’s pronoun. I startle every time, but can find no objective objection. It’s all emotion. But my reaction does shed light on the reaction of others to new things. They are more honest than I, following their emotions to faithful end, not letting them get muddled by second thoughts.

DJ in the hospital with a broken sacrum.

I have set aside most of my power in deference to others.