April 10, 2021

Drizzly rain, excellent for the garden. What I’d planned for the garden is pretty much put in, though I may still go shopping at the local nurseries. 

I feel less flattened today. Normal. Do I want things to be normal, or do I want them to change utterly, irreversibly, because of the blade of my rage? Asked at different times, I will give different answers.

Hard work on the new nature book. Sometimes my eyes bother me and sometimes they do not.

Day declining into evening under the most stupendous rain. TV interrupted by warnings to people in South Carolina to take cover from tornados.