October 11, 2025

All-day rehearsal retreat with AVLGMC. Good work, I think. The touchy-feely parts were considerably less mortifying than one expected. My partner for the sensitivity moment, or whatever it was, was supposed to tell me something about myself I might not know others know. He said, “You think people don’t know you’re a fucking genius because you never talk about it.” I’m sitting beside T now, my absurd infatuation. My infatuation may be absurd, but he is not.

Weary to the bone.