March 24, 2025

City trucks in my driveway, sawing away limbs and branches near the wires, duplicating work done by somebody else after Helene, which I paid $2000 to get cleaned up. The guy on the crane amid the treetops said they’d brought a woodchipper and would clean up after themselves. Wait and see.

Saturday DJ and I hauled to St George’s for a LGBTQ discussion on how to protect ourselves during this predatory and heedless administration. My heart sank when I saw pens and stick-up notes and a white board, indicating the Episcopal (and Female) preference for process over action would predominate. And so it did. My inclination not to attend meetings presided over by women is thwarted by the fact that nearly every group I belong to is, essentially, a gynocracy. After an hour of self-examination, there was enough time for people to suggest a few pertinent phone numbers, and demonstrations to attend. There will be meetings before the demonstrations so we can– what? Participate with faultless self-knowledge, I suppose. 

L and J came for dinner last night. Cooked myself into a stupor, and I think it was a success. It was revealed that dad’s macular degeneration was brought on by cataract surgery– thus justifying my own hesitancy to get that done, or anything done that involves entering a hospital. L and J are like kids, footloose and fancy-free in an expanding world. 

Evening: The adventures of the pruners in my trees, on behalf of Duke Energy, went on all day, making me more miserable as the hours passed. Far deeper cutting than necessary, the almost-blossoming branches of redbud lying in heaps. My sadness probably exceeded the cause, but, in any case, enough with breaking and hacking and disturbance of the peace. Branches and debris lie higher than ever, higher than when I paid to have it all carted away. The sweet shy boy that I wanted to scream at but couldn’t said they’ll be back with a chipper and clean-up crew first thing in the morning. Even if it turns out, that means a day with a roaring chipper. 

Thought of Sweetboi, glad that he had escaped all that. The glamour is gone from my sky.