November 17, 2024
Bach from Alexa downstairs.
Vivid dreams. You sleep too late in order to have more of them.
Something overtured everything on the back porch, smashed a flower pot, arranged Kit’s mug as though it were about to be painted.
Reading Wycliffe’s bible. It offers of itself only charm and quaintness, though the backstory is enlightening. Why do people say the English Reformation began with Henry VIII? Why do people get (everlastingly) agitated by the things they do?
One adjusts to the truth that a solid plurality of one’s fellow Americans preferred a known fascist and autocrat, public, loud, without subtlety, who did not hide one detail of his catastrophic character. Deception cannot be blamed. Confusion can be blamed, of course, but in a case like this, probably not remedied. A snake slithering toward you –hissing the whole time-- can be mistaken for– what? Perhaps it was gender, the enduring frontier sentiment: “better any man than any woman.” I’ve heard some explain that “the economy” threw the match, but that makes me wonder what on earth made people imagine Trump to be interested in the economy, or if so, what he was going to do with it. What he did in the past was enrich the rich: the only Trumpian financial outcome known for sure. He said he would “fix the economy,” but from a many-times failed businessman that’s not reassuring. Every sentence that comes from his mouth contains two lies, so expecting “I’ll fix the economy” to be an exception is an act of desperate faith. Some say it was “security,” by which I suppose they mean border security, but what we will actually get is the most insecure time in our national life since the War of 1812. A sovereign and predatory police force, marked by violence and impunity, is a necessary adjunct to all autocratic regimes, and our society is about to lose the gains made against that specter from 2020 onward. Why talk of civil or Constitutional rights when Security– however ill-defined-- is everlastingly the issue? Is resisting agents of the State not automatically an act of insurrection? “Surrender your papers” is about to be heard on every street corner, and some will sigh with relief. If there is a return from that, I don’t know what it is. Obliteration, then rebuilding from the ruins. Or moving on to an America presently unrecognizable. Trump is naive about foreign affairs, ignorant of every aspect of diplomacy without caring that he is. Not interested in our foreign interests, he will neglect them, will make the wrong choice every time, will abandon allies and give comfort to enemies. That this is treason has already been dealt with by the Supreme Court, which shrugs its shoulders and says “Oh, well.” No one will rely on us and fewer and fewer will fear us. Never having a plan, never caring to see a minute ahead, Trump will react like the ignorant bully he is when crossed or disrespected, and that could mean the end of the world. We who lived in the 60's feared we’d see it then, but no world leader of that time was as dementedly volatile as the leaders of this time. In choosing his Cabinet so far, Trump demonstrates that he has no interest in governing. He told you that before the election. He said aloud that it’s all about getting even, about counter-punching. The President of the United States is a gangster from a bad TV show. My friends, you voted, with eyes wide open, for the worst candidate that has ever stood for any election on this continent. I sometimes think “owning the Libs,” getting back at the “elite” by damaging what you suppose is precious to them, is the reason beneath the reason. If so, good for you. You have succeeded. You have avenged yourself for that “D” in Language Arts by burning the schools. You have evened your grudge about that vaccine by insuring the ill-health of your children. You have addressed the price of groceries by electing the one man who will insure that price goes up. His friends can pay it, no problem. You have bought “security” by making yourself mortally vulnerable to every yahoo with a badge and a blue hat. Eighty years after your grandfathers died to stamp out fascism, you have built it a fortress in their homeland. Fine work.
Night: Rameau from the computer.